The Hidden Cost of Fundraising: Why I Had to Rebuild My Physical Resilience to Lead in 2026
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The start of 2025 was a blur of pitch decks and adrenaline.
My sole focus was securing funding. I was locked in a cycle of bi-weekly VC meetings, constant revisions, and working hours that bled into the nights and weekends. I told myself this was just "the cost of doing business."
But my body disagreed.
Despite being exhausted, I couldn't sleep. My concentration began to fracture, and my afternoon productivity fell off a cliff. Worst of all, I stopped running, which was a habit that had kept me balanced since I moved to Malaysia seven years ago.
I was securing capital for the company, but I was bankrupting my own health. Here is how I hit the wall, and the specific changes I made to rebuild my resilience.
The Wake-Up Call: Stress Eating and The "Crash"
During a trip to Japan, I underwent a health assessment specifically designed for business owners. The feedback was blunt and difficult to hear: I had poor blood circulation, limited flexibility, and high inflammation.
The culprit? My coping mechanisms.
Looking back, I realized I was unconsciously treating stress with food. My mornings started with bread; my lunches were heavy pasta; my afternoons were fueled by sweets and milk-heavy lattes. I wasn't fueling my body; I was sedating my anxiety with sugar and wheat.
The doctors challenged me: Could I change these deep-seated habits? I was skeptical, but I was also desperate for energy. So, I tried everything they suggested.
The Protocol: How I Hacked My Energy Levels
I didn't overhaul my life overnight, but I made consistent, aggressive changes to my diet:
- Dairy: Almost entirely eliminated.
- Wheat: Bread and pasta were cut drastically.
- Sugar: Reserved strictly as a "reward" after running sessions.
The results weren't just physical; they were professional. Almost immediately, the "brain fog" lifted. My sleep quality spiked. The sudden post-lunch fatigue that used to kill my 2:00 PM productivity vanished. Chronic headaches subsided.
I realized there is a direct correlation between what I eat and the quality of the decisions I make as a CEO.
Protecting Deep Work: The 4 A.M. Solution
In a growing company, an open office door is an invitation for interruption. I realized I couldn't do "deep work" during standard business hours.
Rather than fighting the office rhythm, I worked around it. I restructured my day to prioritize Deep Focus Blocks: either early morning sessions starting at 4:00 AM, or concentrated blocks in the evening.
Productivity isn't about working more hours; it's about aligning your hardest work with your best energy.
Running is Not a Sport. It’s a Reset.
When I first moved to Malaysia, running was about marathons and community. In 2025, I realized running serves a different purpose for me.
It is my reset button. Just like a sauna detoxes the body, running detoxes the mind. I don't run to compete anymore; I run to let stress dissipate through movement. A slow 10–20km run on the weekend has become my non-negotiable anchor.
Why Health Matters
As we head into 2026, FundingBee is entering a new phase of growth.
This journey has taught me that sustainable leadership begins with the leader. Investors aren't just betting on a business plan; they are betting on the person executing it. If I crumble, the vision crumbles.
Maintaining physical and mental resilience isn't a luxury. Iit is a fiduciary responsibility.
If you are a founder pushing through the fundraising grind, remember: you can't build a legacy if you burn out before the finish line. Take care of the asset that matters most: yourself.



